currently busy...with so so much things...maintaining motor lar,go out lar,meet friends lar.HAHA!fyi,i always go out late at 11pm or earlier,den go back home at 6+ in the morning.cute rite?haha!den den den....dats about all..

so today,went out with ham,wan and his brother.so we went to meet his grandfather.omgosh..he is really a person,who is damn damn good at advising..ALL MY QUESTION MARKS,ALL MY UNKNOWN ANSWERS, ALL ANSWERED ALREADY!.time is short people.trust me,its time to make money now.time to change.he lectured me abit,but i accept it.its all facts.

i miss you so much,you know who u are.even ure not with me,ure in my heart,engraved like a tattoo.though you are always busy with whatsoever.i will still be here for u.i'm only 8-digits away from you.hope ure doing fine.love you sayang.(thinking who i talking about?still got who rite?only one person in my mind lar.even its past.)

finally,went to school just now,shared some things with my classmates..miss them..in few weeks all can change and i can forget who our classmates are.

AHTURL IS WANTED YET AGAIN!!!!AND REALLY WANTED!!


hais,im not currently on the run..u guys wont be seeing me at west coast anymore..until it is safe..if u guys dun see me anymore after wednesday..please contact ham..he will tell the reason...especially you,leilani..i wan u to know dat i am really wanted..u may say that i wont get caught..how do u run if the law has ur picture,IC number and address?nowhere to run,like obviously..wad other options?wait for case to close OR run as far as i can..so im now on the run..take care people..

its 9th and counting.decided to make something,special,sweet.here it is...

well,i guess everyday,my life,its the same,wake up,meet you,see u go other place,meet u again,send u home,meet friends,smoke,go home,maple,radio AND SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPP!!!!!!

ive been feeling upset lately,about so many things and people.i only can say when u love someone very deeply,u will start being paranoid when he/she didnt answer ur phonecalls or ur texts.

im waiting for that particular moment,where we can go back to the past and be the sweetest,loveliest and long-lasting couple that we used to be.

i love you my one and only Leilani Lim Zhi Yi.im still waiting...............................



OUR FIRST POTRAIT,o4o1o9 till death<3

many things happened i guess?firstly,thanks dad for being such a GOOD father for me to follow ur role model ya?fucking hell to u!!!!!!

went out today,saw mom,was kinda shock..i didnt went home yest ma...so i saw her and i pity her..coz she carried so many things..so i shook her hand and she gave me money..wanted to help her..but hais..nvm..den after when she reach home,she called me..den we talked ALOT ALOT of things..things bout my dad,things that i had to squat in the middle of the road and cry under the 2+ sun..wow..kinda embarassing but fuck i was damn sad with the things she say..someone comforted me real well...den bubble tea,and went home..think bout things,talked to her again..den she went to fetch danial..BUT i couldnt sleep with people calling me..especially my mom for asking me to go down and bring danial up as he was stubborn !!!$%^&*( fine..i was damn pissed,slammed the door and everything..den went back home after fetching him..after awhile..BAD BAD THINGS HAPPENED!!!so i had no choice ah..struggled,cried,angered,gosh i was out of my mind that time..but things cooled down..

ate dinner,went down meet man coz he had thigns to tell me.so we talked..den after awhile decided go 613 slack..when wan joined us..den somehow,we saw my PRIMARY 1 CLASSMATE!!she was going back home.so we invited her for a stick of cig..a stick became duno how many..so we chit-chated..until she asked me in front of the rest,ur gf chinese ah?
classmate:ur gf chinese?
me:yeah2 why?
classmate:why now alot chinese girls with malay guys?
me:duno?why u think chinese girls will like malay?
classmate:becoz malay guys are different.they are more sensitive,even too caring but still care alot.compared to chinese.
me:wow.(smiling to man and wan).true true..

u all know why true?COZ IT REALLY DESCRIBES ME!!!!HEHEHE :DDDDDD
later grounded at home coz relatives coming over.like wow..so bored~ but nvm..MONEY MONEY MONEYYYYY~ hoho..think meet people in the day before afternoon ba.see how..

better take care of urself outside.dun anyhow anyhow.i trust u.please remember ur promises.DONT U DARE BREAK IT!.and im still here.see u sunday.OUTING BABE!!!~HARI RAYA!!!!~~~~EXCITED~